now my dad is being weird, too. he wants to have a ‘family meeting’, which means i’ll probably be going to bed a lot later than what i want to.. which is annoying.. i was actually going to go and sleep now, but apparently not. come on, i’m already in my PJ’s, and in a relaxed mood, and everything.. now is not a time to have a ‘family meeting’, but...
my mom is being weird.
i don’t even feel like writing a post about it.. i had one and then i backspaced all of it because the whole situation just looks retarded once it’s been written out. goodnight, world.
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What the heck is this world coming to?
sillybumble: I miss when I could watch a movie with my little cousins, and have there not be a sexual reference, or a swear word. I miss when romance movies were holding hands, dancing, and talking…not sex. I miss when teenage couples would hangout, hold hands, snuggle, and talk, and not have to be sexually physical with each other. ….I wish it could be the 1940’s :( so do i.
despite everything else, I really am happy now.
right now. right at this moment, I am happy. and I’m not going to feel guilty over anything, and I won’t think of regrets, or of the past.. or of things that could make me sad. because I’m happy.. and feeling at peace.. or maybe that’s just sleep taking over..
you know what, i think i'm going to stop thinking...
I love the puzzled, slightly dazed, almost shocked expressions on our potential...– my friend put this in his status, just now.. i always like the types of facebook users who only update their status every once in awhile, but whenever they do write something it’s bound to be epic. part of me wants to be like that myself, but the other part of me knows that i couldn’t...
something my friend wrote..
The birds whistle and sing as they fly in rows, one after the other, just above the creek. The setting sun sadly watches lovingly, while he completes his final breath of the day, and illuminates the grass, and bespangles the creekwater. The trees overhead speckle the grass below with shade, and their trunks cast mile-long shadows across the feild. The sky grows silently from light blue to...
it hasn't left my mind..
fourthievesgone: I kind of understand the whole “my house my rules”/”as long as you’re under my roof” argument that parents give, but if I am of the age deemed by the state/federal government to be considered of sound mind to make decisions about such matters AND if I have earned the money to purchase it myself, then I think it that argument is nullified. The thing is, I really actually don’t...
don’t be insecure if your heart is pure– lady gaga
Reblog if you want (5) ridiculous questions
i want them!
wow, i feel like a stupid genius all of a sudden.
i’ve been listening to bad romance for all this time and i just discovered that ‘ra ra ra ah-ah; roma, roma-ma’ isn’t just a bunch of random sounds, but in fact, it is probably the beginning sounds from the word ‘romance’. please tell me that i’m not the last person to figure this out.
my dad seems to think that saying 'eesh' is a...
because ‘eesh’ is supposedly a modification of ‘sheesh’, which is a totally heathen thing to say. *sarcasm. he is also under the impression that darn, heck, gosh, and freaking are ‘bad words’ and should be avoided. so now, every time anyone in my family says anything like the aforementioned ‘swear’ words, my dad stops the whole conversation and...
i'm feeling tired, and just a breath away from...
i think i need a cup of coffee, and/or some exercise..
word that describes how i'm feeling right now:
incensed. it means, ‘to make very angry’. which i am right now, at how retarded people can be at times. gosh.
a conclusion, at last.
okay. i can tolerate this. i’ll survive. either that or i’m too tired to be upset anymore.. let’s see if i’ll actually sleep. p.s. i just realized that the word ‘witch’ rhymes with the word ‘bitch’. now i feel awesome, for realizing that.. although it’s proof that i’m overly tired.. yup, definitely time to try to sleep..
worldwar-k asked: oh jesus youre sarah wall arent you. ahahahahaha
I'm getting bored of all these posts about love.
ariminguyen: Is that all you people care about. Why can’t you talk about toothpaste or something for a change. toothpaste? alright. i think there’s nothing grosser than toothpaste with baking soda in it, or whatever they use to make it extra.. i don’t even know. is baking soda even the right element? *quick google check*yup, it is. seriously? who ever thought to themselves,...
why am i having such a god-awful evening
today was bad, but i didn’t think it was bad enough to get me to crying and feeling like absolute crap. ugh. i just want this damn air-conditioner out of my window, even though i have it turned off so i’ll be able to sleep, and my dad said he can move it out of my window in a day or two. meh. seriously, i just.. maybe i’m just over tired and crying because i need to sleep, but...
today was a horrible day. here’s why: one of my favorite old people from work is dying the place where i had my gum graft done is really tingly, and causing me pain my stomach is feeling really cramp-y today, which means i feel like crap for pretty much all of the time, and i can’t eat a lot because my stomach hurts too bad. i had a mega-stressful moment at work, where it took me...
.. also, my stomach hurts.
today kind of sucks.
there are some things you just never forget
death takes even the best of us.. and it seems like one of the best is about to be taken. his name is bud, and he’s an elderly gentleman who lives at the retirement home i work for.. he was in his 90’s. he was pretty tall, but you wouldn’t know it immediately because he always stood hunched over for most of the time - bent over his walker, with a baseball cap slouching over his...
i gained five pounds over this past week..
i didn’t even know that was possible. seriously, i was on vacation.. and every time i ate, i was hungry. although i was hungry a lot.. just, still. it’s incredibly discouraging.. to feel fat, and look fat, and then step on the scale and actually be fat.. ugh.. am going to have to kick up the exercise, and try not to eat as much..
This was my day today
newyorkcrystal: *shrug i might have to start doing that soon xD
the thing that sucks about vacation is going...
and i’m kind of afraid to go home. apparently it’s been raining a lot.. and our ceiling is already in a bad way, because of what the rain has done to it. the wall started leaking a few weeks ago when it was raining hard, and we have a lot of mold growing on the ceiling in two spots.. i’m afraid to go home to look at the ceiling to see what it looks like now that we’ve been...
i feel fat because i ate too much,
and i ate too much because i got hungry, and i always get uber-hungry in the few days/weeks before my period. so yeah, this is really obnoxious. i feel like a mega-fat person who needs to go hit the gym for the next 6 years..
i need to go home and buy lady gaga's new album..
*sighs* for real. i think i’m going to really want it.. why must i still be on vacation! list of things that i’m going to buy once i get my paycheck on friday: nutella poptarts ‘born this way’ .. i think that’s it. -edit- no actually, that’s not it. i want dark red nail polish, too. because my friend put some of hers on my finger nails and it looks pretty...
i'm supposed to be happy at the moment. but...
heck. i’m on vacation. i SHOULD be happy. but.. i’m not. ah well. it’s late. [10 PM - it could be a lot later, but whatever..] i’m tired. [kindof] i’ll take my sad heart to bed now, and maybe it’ll feel better again once the sun comes up..? who knows.. p.s. are online dating sites a good idea, or a bad one? seriously, send me a question and let me know what...
i'm still laughing at some of this stuff [: →
hah, dave barry is seriously one of the most epically funny writers i know of. xD
i think it’s hilarious when old people use swear words. xD
i should be given a crappy friend award.
seriously, could be doing quite a bit better than this. /: fail, on my part..
*completely stressed out*
and nothing i can think of will make the ‘stress’ go away. i just need everything to flow together smoothly by the time the deadline gets here..
.. and sometimes, i still feel like a dumb little...
hopefully this experience will go away once i get older, and gain more experience with things - things like being able to talk on the telephone in a professional sort of way, without totally putting my foot in my mouth. meh.
i keep on writing status updates on facebook, and...
this means it’s time for me to go to bed. sheesh, i need a life. as a side note: i want to buy this t-shirt: i want to buy it because it has the mad hatter, and because it’s all alice-in-wonderland-y; and because it’s in the style of the art from the actual book instead of something more modern. basically, what it comes down to, is that this t-shirt is freaking awesome.. and i...
sweet swirling onion rings, i don't know how i'll...
seriously, just found a used car that’s in a great condition that’s just a smidge outside of the current amount that i have saved up for a car. i’ll see if the dude is willing to negotiate or not [he’s someone i’m acquainted with], but even if he isn’t.. i’ll figure something out. araaerlgaerflkaekwfare, if everything works out, i might be buying my own...
I sometimes feel like I’m the worst person to ever exist. .__. that’s all for now; goodnight, folks!
the poems aren't coming naturally to me tonight..
which is really frustrating.. it’s always easier to write a poem when it doesn’t have to be forced. maybe i’ll try again in 3-4 hours [hint: it’s 7 PM right now]